Algebra, Calculus ! and II From a New Persepctive!

I am currently pursuing a B.S. in Mechanical Engineering at Santa Clara University. I have a 1500 in my SAT and I was also nominated for the White House Commission for a national scholarship program. I myself always had trouble with math in middle school and onto high school, and I want to make students understand the processes and methods behind the jumble of words and letters instead of straight memorisation.